Lately I've been listening to this song by 楊韻禾 (Melody Yeung) the title is 我記得 (I remember) and I love the lyrics~~ makes a whole lot of sense to how I feel...

你愛我嗎　是我最愛問的話　
Do you love me Is my favorite question to ask
你微笑著　撫摸我的頭髮
You smiling and Stroking my hair
只說我好傻　愛情不是這樣　
You only said I'm silly Love is not like this
一句話就能回答
That was your answer

我愛你嗎　你真的會在乎嗎　
Do I love you Would it be an answer you care to know
對你來說　我就像個娃娃
To you I'm like a doll
我最後學會　收起愛不留下　
At last I learned To hold back my love
或許這就是長大
Maybe this is growing up

我記得　我有很多想要和你完成的事
I remember I've alot of things I want to do with you
你說過　我一直都太不懂事像個孩子
You said I'm like a child who don't understand
我記得　感情是你口中永遠　不願說的字
I remember Feeling are words you never wanna speak of
我選擇　愛就到這裡　為止
I choose To stop my love right here

我曾害怕　沒有你心會痛吧　
I was once scared If you're not here my heart will hurt
或許只是　太幼稚的想法
Maybe that's only My naive thinking
我最後學會　收起淚不流下　
At last I learned to Hold my tears and not let it drop
或許這就是長大
Maybe this is growing up

我記得　我有很多想要和你　完成的事
I remember I have alot of things I want to do with you
你說過　我一直都太不懂事　像個孩子
You said I'm like a child who don't understand
我記得　感情是你口中永遠　不說的字
I remember Feelings are words you would not speak
你說過　疼我的方式　不是　我想要的故事
You said your way of love is not the story I want

我記得　我有很多想要和你　完成的事
I remember I have alot of things I want to do with you
你說過　我一直都太不懂事　像個孩子
You said I'm like a child who don't understand
我記得　感情是你口中永遠　不願說的字
I remember Feelings are words you never want to speak of
我選擇　愛就到這裡　為止
I choose to stop my love right here